Introduction

Some guys go through most of their life without finding who they are, I know who I am, I accept who I am. I have felt love, and though I get very lonely sometimes without it, I have to hope that I find it again. So how do we live our lives when we feel so much of the time being alone and feeling being alone? It is a difficult question to answer, I do not want to go to the metaphysical aspects of this question because it becomes all rhetoric.

However, I want to point out that you can be even involved in an interesting hobby and still feel alone. It is part of existence, part of being human and of course being what we are, the feeling is far more magnified.

Webpage's gives insight into people's life, there's no question about that. With that said, I did it. It took approximatively half a year to complete my website, due to my academic schedule, part time job, friends, family - etc. This is were my story begins, the beginning of an ending. The rest, falls in between.

- b e f o r e -

you go any further, there are a few things i'd like to make clear.

this is a personal homepage. if you don't like personal pages, now is a good time to leave.

this is my page. i do whatever i feel like doing with it.

if you don't like it, keep the insults to yourself - i know perfectly well that everyone won't like this website.

i do, however, appreciate constructive criticism.

this is me.

not all of me, but as much of me as i'm willing to share with total strangers.

please respect that.